Beau Wann, Jr.
Hey Jackie...WE ARE WITH YOU...but even more important, God is with you...sometimes it doesnt seem like it. Seems like you are all alone during the dark times. BUT YOU ARE NOT ! ! ! ! ...I know I've told this story more n once, but Diane went through cancer and a bad time back in summer of 87. She had two major surgeries in less than 8 hours, and a complete blood transfusion, meaning she lost all her blood and was replaced with new and better blood...collapsed lung...high fever...just one fire after another...and she even died on the operating table, dont know whether it was in the first surgery, or second...been 25 years so it's getting kind of fuzzy, and for that I am thankful...Diane doesnt remember any of it at all, and for that I am thankful too...
One of the attending surgeons told me that when she died on the operating table, everything stopped...docs, nurses, no breathing no movement, until he, the doctor, said..."she's in Gods hands now"...he then said that Dianes body lurched and she started breathing again and heart started up on it's own, and then he said, the operating room filled up with every available doctor and nurse, and they worked furiously to make sure she made it...(it would appear that God had other plans for my beloved) that was probably the darkest moment in my life, in that long flourescent lit hallway, alone...just leaned against the wall and slid down to the floor...thinking, "how am I gonna make it through this "alone"...HA...dont know how the word got out, but soon, elevators started dinging at our floor, and family and friends started pouring out and filling up the hallway, and well, you know the rest of the story 25 years later...you see her at Fudds every 2nd tuesday...where we are going to see you from now on...
She endured closed MRIs, and a year of chemo, chemo so bad, that they had to darken the room and put a bag over the life saving "poison" because it was so sensitive to light...she couldnt eat anything other than a saltine cracker for about 6 months or so...and only water to drink...thats about all she could keep down...her weight dropped to 80 pounds...had to sleep downstairs for 3 months..of course she had company, me and her beloved cat Callie, and a couple of other rescued kittens...
How many times have we heard..."it's always darkest before the dawn"...??? I can see Mrs Simpson saying that very thing in our 5th grade classroom at Oak Forest Elem...
I guess Gods other plans for Diane was that she would have 35 years in the classroom, helping special need kiddos learn their A B Cs...now she is teaching teachers how to help special kids...
Why relate this story??? Sympathy??? Recognition???? none of the above...Just, that there is always... HOPE...! ! ! ! ! There is that...
Please let us know what any or all of us can do, besides pray...drive you? sit with you in waiting rooms?? give blood???
Since I know how important your children and grandchildren are to you, how bout for starters, I share the "best Sunday ever" with you...For most of us Family and friends are important...I'm no different. Yesterday my eldest Son, ol shootem in the leg and broke collar bone Wild Bill, and his WONDERFUL girlfriend Julie, came over for Sunday breakfast, and then attended church with us, then had lunch with us...Friends, IT DOESNT GET ANY BETTER THAN THAT FOR ME...if that were all I had in this life, that is enough...God, you'ld think I was predicate, I'm glowing...Nah, I'm too old to be predicate, but not too old, it seems, TO GLOW...
yesterday was almost like a "Walton" sunday dinner for me...simple pleasures for a simple man...
I even made my whirld famous breakfast tacos for Bill and Julie and us...received rave revues from all...no grits though, they are not "grit people" ...where did I go wrong??? Oh well...
Ok, got to sing off...got to make breakfast and lunch for Dianes busy day...Got carpet people coming over this morning to do half the upstairs, then tomorrow to finish the rest...Coop and I have school today unless the carpet people dont finish before 1...got school tomorrow, unless the carpet people ddont finish before noon...
DW says thanks for the "happy birthday wishes" ...me too...
your frien and brother Beaucephus Claiborne
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