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Beau Wann, Jr.
Good Morrow mine waltripians,
Tis I Dr Jeckle/Mr Hyde, back from the depths of hell...God, the cure can be as bad as the malady...meds got to me yesterday, worst yet...too much albuterol and prednesone...was in a state of frantic panic all day up in to the wee small hours of this morn...if you have not experienced it, no explanation would be sufficient...it is just the most horrible feeiling you can ever imagine...if I didnt know what was causing it, and had not excercised uncomon will power, I just dont know what would happen...after walking around the house, or actually sprinting around the house, I took both boys for a mile walk or run each, and then plugged my mp3 player in and listened to bob seger, heart, lynard skynard etc and jumped on the stationary bike, riding frantically for about 5 miles in just a few short minutes, until DW stopped me...then run around the house till I finally collapsed about 1 this morn...
Scared the cats and dogs, not to mention DW...the cats all went to high ground, any cabinet or hutch or book case out of reach from the "madman", both dogs on the couch, crouching and not moving anything but their eyes as I would pass by...
Jack did go outside and sit on the swing with me about midnight...I fell into a dead sleep and dont know for how long...wind was just howling and leaves swirling around...finally woke up to jack licking my hand and face...guess he was worried...not to worry son, I aint goin nowhere...
This morning, climbed out of the depths of hell, over the frantic panic, but still lungs a little thick, but breatheable. Took both boys for their walks, hot and humid...guess our fall and winter is overwith...dang, missed it again!!! Very windy yesterday, and now today too. wind lookis like it has shifted to out of the north west, hopefully...
Not going to use the albuterol if my lungs stay ok, but will taper off on the prednesone, well you have to taper off, so it doesnt send your system into shock. It works on the adrenal system...
They dont tell you this, had to find out on my own about it...if you are on prednesone, and you hurt yourself, you can go into immediate shock, and DIE!!!! All of my sawbones that have been prescribing that crap, seemed to have left the Dying part out...Medrol packs are set up for this, ie take 5 pills the first day, 4 pills the second day 3 and then 2 and then 1 nad then youre done...
Burge BEAUTIFUL JUST BEAUTIFUL little girl...beautiful seems so inadequate a word to discribe her...angel for sure!!!!
Jimmy sue, did any of us know what L4 and L5 were when we were young-er??? Other than the A side and B side of a hit on the juke box... we damned sure know now dont we...sorry your having trouble in that area...me too, not as bad, but sometimes it's either standup or lay down, and neither is comfortable...Ive tried the dead chicken hanging around my neck, but only aligators and crocodiles will be your friends...and I have a strict rule, no alligators or crocodiles for friends, period...too rough a crowd for me!
Hey Jimmy S...how you dune??? long time no hear...you still training those champeen horses????
Got a Secretariat on hand???? The grandson of Secretariat has moved over to a lady in Austin that rehabilitates race horses, and adopts them out to suitable ranches and farms. Wish my place was ready for a couple of horses and or donkeys...but in time!!!!
Kay!!!!!!!!!!!! I wanted to go to the mushroom festival so bad, missed it the last 4 years...I LOVE MUSHROOMS...were they giving away samples???? I've been wanting to try my hand a growing them, but dont have a cave dark enough to give it a try...next year, I am going, come hell or high water for sure...yeah yeah yeah, I say that every year....they have any good jazz bands tthere????I know you said you like jazz...me too....well, not too progressive. I do like some sort of semblence to a melody....my last Coltrane album I bought was just the pits... most horrible miserable excuse for music I could ever imagine...He was good at one time...went crazy...think he died in an asylum...genius can do that sometimes...hmmmm guess thats something I wont have to worry about, hopefully...
Hey Sis J...glad I didnt go to Krogers...probably would have ended up in a brawl the way I was feeling...I'm surprised that I dont see more people there that I know. I do see Barbara from time to time, and a few others, but not as often as one would think you would...kinda sorta...
I saw Elvis there, but it was late at night...he was buying peanut butter and bannas and ice cream...he looked good...said I did too, but then he was just being nice...
Feeling as bad as I did yesterday, I couldnt disappoint Koopers Kids yesterday, so I maned up and toughed it out, went to lamkin elem...Kooper gets so excited, HE KNOWS, what is important...he was magnificent yesterday...seemed to know what each child needed, closeness, space, a lick on the head...I almost forgot how bad I felt, almost...couldnt wait tot get home...sure was proud of cooper though!!!! Those kids just love him and vice versa...
Bernd...HI!!!! Voss ise losse???? Der hund isse losse!!!! My uncle use to tell me that all the time, have no idear what it means...he would laugh, I guess it's suppose to be funny...I laughed, because he laughed, he was big and mean and crazy, so I had better laugh...
Wave of fatigue and tiredness just came over me...be back later...thinking maybe I be at the lunch bunch friday...not much of an appetite lately, but then it is a few days away...do have some deffinite idears on how to fix the whirlds problems though...never short of those...
see ya later crocodile...or words to that effect...
your friend and other brother...Dr Beauregard C Ephus Jeckle Hyde esq
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