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Beau Wann, Jr.
Made it up to Dallas for Charles memorial service...very moving service it was! Out of all the memorials I've ever been to, I never felt the presence of the departed....until Charles memorial! I dont know what it was, maybe it was all the good things everyone said of charles. OR, maybe it was what he left behind for all of us...his goodness...his love of life, family and friends...but I really felt he was there...silly isnt it...maybe it's what I wanted to feel! Regardless, it was a feeling BECAUSE of Charles existence...he lived, therefore I lived...his legacy is a song we love to hear...a song that will stand the test of time and live forever in our hearts and minds...
I know, thats putting quite a burden on Charles legacy isnt it! Knowing Charles, and the people that his life touched, no burden at all...wish I had gotten to play a round or two of golf with him...or maybe just driven the cart...what an honor that would have been...what an honor to have known him...I feel like the rest of the world that didnt know him sort of got short changed....they sure missed out thats for sure... Everytime we have a get together, or party or celebration, it will seem like a "Brawnerfest" that he so loved...Charles knew what was important...family and friends!
As my great and gracious friend Teddy mentioned, not only did we get to honor a life, we were honored with the bringing together of old friends! Saw a plethora of wonderful folks! Spoke to Dennis Dorsey at length before the service...seems like neither of us could say enough fast enough...what a wonderful gracious man Dennis is! But then he always was from elementary, till now...What a beautiful smile...his eyes just light up and shine with the pureness of a loving soul.
I dont mean to go on about Dennis, although I cant say enough, but it's the first time I have seen him, and even had contact with him in 30 years. I've often thought of him as well as a lot other of our classmates. Saw Henny, and Jackie, Barbara, Tom Gann, Jenny Taylor and Tony, Teddie and Fran, Lynn and Charlie and of course Jimmie Lee and her wonderful family. I do hope the aforementioned doesnt mind that I mentioned them..it is done with pure love, affection and devotion as a friend! I'm sure I missed someone...oh yeah, Johnny Sheffield, Susan Howard Rose, and Brian Copeland...I havent seen him in 50 years...he looks just about the same as he did 50 years ago...
Looking at all my old friends, you can see all the way to their beautiful souls...what a wonderful sight that is to behold...What a tremendous tonic for a weary spirit to imbibe...warmth, love, beauty, graciousness...and at a time when we are sad because of the loss of a wonderful friend, but somehow turns sadness to gladness...swells my tired ol heart to almost bursting!
Looking back, I dont think anyone could have as blessed lives as we have shared with each other... there have been some tremendous tragedies with classmates along the way! It would be loathe of me to say that anyone escaped the tragedies of life because we were classmates. The loss of parents, siblings, spouses, and tragic of all, children and grandchildren, overshadows the goodness and closeness of friends and sometimes...overshadows life itself....that is until we can recognize thats what friends are for, to help conquer our sadness, our utter devastation in our losses! It is a hard thing to recognize, or even think about when someones heart and life has been destroyed...time and friends and the love of Christ is the only healer...only thing we really have to cling to in our sorrow...
Heard from my best friend forever, (bff...never knew what those letters meant before till my grandaughter explained it to me. I wont go into what I thought they meant) anyway, heard from Robbie yesterday...just thrills my soul to talk to Robbie...we shared so much in High School...love of music, love of friends, love of life...cant wait to actually get to sit down and share some time with him...
My beloved didnt make it to Charles memorial, because she had a service to go to at our church, at perzactly the same time. Much to our displeasure, we had to go our separate ways that day... A long time friend and church member passed away last week...I missed having my beloved to lean on, figuratively and literally...didnt knead my cane when I started out at 4 am, but as the day wore on, so did my need for it...just hate having to use it, but things can always be woise eh! ! ! I know, it might be said of my cane, "why you just use it as a crutch..." , why yes, yes I does...
Lots of other stuff has been going on in our life...got rearended on 2920 and Roberts cemetery road...what a place to get in an accident...hauling a brush hog, had to leave the tail gate down. Just 6 inches short of being able to close it! As it turned out, that was the very thing that minimized the damage...tailgate and bumper took most of the hit...tail gate looked like a silver accordian by the time it was rearanged....the person that hit us was giving his brakes a rest so he used my truck to stop...got it fixed real fast, dont like driving around in a damaged sled...
The accident happened because 290 was shut down due to cornstruction...I'm seriously thinking about souxing the state for damages, pain and suffering, because if I had been able to continue on my journey down 290, then the accident wouldnt have happened...a small nominal figure comes to mind...hmmmm say about a hunert zillion dollars???? Yeah, thats the ticket...gonna contact my lawyers, Dewey, Cheatem and Howe, see if they can get to the bottom O this mess...
Got gnu glasses ! ! ! Didnt realize how much my eyesight had deteriorated...everything looked fuzzy or hazey...I just thought it was global warning with haze and smog and stuff...that is until I told Diane we needed a gnu TV...I said the old picture was blurry...well you know how they dont make things like they use to dont you? Apparently it wasnt the TV, just my tired ol eyes...good think I consulted my beloved, else I would have bought another TV and I would have taken it back because it was blurry...
Consulted with my eyedoc Doc Magoo (he is the great grandson of Doc Holliday) and got gnu prescriptions...waited 10 bidness days, finally got em...they were prescribed for Doc Magoo, so had to send em back...anyway, after sending the glasses back three times for various and sundry things, like WRONG PRESCRIPTION, lenses falling out, frame coming apart, you know, small stuff, they finally got em right...I CAN SEE ! ! ! PRAISE JESUS, I SEE THE LIGHT!!!!
Wow, amazing how your view of life clears up with a pair of eyeglasses...even got a pair of bifocal sunglasses...I love em! ! ! Had to take them back 3 times also...they finally got em right...as they say, 3rd times the charm! ! ! Just who the heck is they anyhoo?
Ok, time to deplane boss deplane...sorry this post was so short...I'll make up for it next time...I know, thanks for the warning....Your frien and brother-in-classmate...Beauregard R. E. Lee Cephus...
I started this at 3 AM...just got er done....
Keep the sun at your six and ride boldly ride...
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